middle aged...........

While talking to my mom on the phone the other day I referred to myself as middle aged which seemed to take her aback. She protested, only relenting when I reminded her that I'm 43 already. Anyways, long story short, I guess the idea of mid-life has been subconsciously milling around in the back of my mind since then. I find it really comforting to think that with a little luck I may only be half way through this journey on earth. I find that so liberating! Don't misunderstand me, I don't have dreams of grandiosity or of greater things to come. I just love the idea of continuing on. And while most people would look upon my existence as feeble and inconsequential (which rightfully it is, to them), from my narcissistic perspective I've done okay. First off I've survived, loved, was happy, parented, and for the most part figured out who I am and what I want. Not too bad of a start.......... (knock on wood!!).

talking to cows

Okay, i know i'm supposed to be finishing that rabbit illustration but i've been putting it off, taking walks, and talking to cows.

A nice day either way.

laundry, a few chores, and i'm going to try and finish this today

i won't be making another for quite a while.....

I started out thinking I could use up some of my old quilting scraps to make a 6'x8' shaggy rag rug for the living room, but once I got started I decided to be realistic and halved my vision in size. It turns out that deep down I really don't want to dedicate the rest of my life to ripping up scraps of cotton and tying them to plastic chicken mesh, so about 3 minutes later I halved it again and this is the end result:

My sister suggested that I tackle several smaller units with an eye toward eventually piecing them all together to form one large throw which I think is a great idea.

(the back)

Unfortunately, it's going to be a VERY long time before you'll find me tying scraps of cotton to anything. And while I don't really recommend it unless you are completely bored with life AND swimming in leftover fabrics, it does make for a very warm and soft rug which is much nicer than anything you can buy.

a new year